Bonjour 一只魚~

It's been a long time that I log in here~xD

There's so many changes in my life~ I miss the old times~
Grow up really is a difficult things for me~
I just can't stand the stress~
I'm just tired~
Still haven't ready to accept the challenge that  coming for me~
Or should I say that's the price you have to pay for growing up ?

I wish that I am just a baby and FOREVER
There's no such things like Friends forever or family's the best~
You just have to do it on your own~

If you still having "Friends forever" fever~
Please just get up from that stupid dream~
Nobody will ever care you no matter how much you care them~
Nobody will ever try to know you no matter how long you have been knowing them as friend~

Don't be a little girl anymore~
You should wake up from your fairy tale~
Look at the reality~The world is cruel~The people are scary~

Friends will betray you~
Families will leave you~
Lovers will go away from you~
There's so much example in this world~
YOU have been hurting so much~
Is anyone realize that?
NO! so don't think about being nice again~
You'll get hurt again & again~

Don't think that they are being nice to you~
Everyone is selfish~ got their own purpose~
You have to get up now! Stop dreaming~
Everyone's feeding lies to you~

But why you still BELIEVE them?
Even "believe" also saying "lie"

I WISH I COULD JUST WAKE UP FROM THE NIGHTMARE~